Thursday, October 18, 2012

Feeling Challenged and Tired

I am, at the moment, questioning my decision to move here. Not because I am unhappy. But because I am overwhelmed by so many new things all at once. There is so much paperwork over the next few weeks that my school requires and it takes away from my ability to plan great lessons for my students. I am in the process of making friends and don't yet have levels of intimacy with people as I did back home, which is to be expected. I am realizing some people I thought I could be friends with are crazy and others that I wrote off are actually pretty cool. Each day is new but the excitement is becoming tiring. I miss being able to just be comfortable in my surroundings. I wanted to move abroad because I wanted to challenge myself. I am certainly being challenged in many great ways but, at the moment, it feels pretty overwhelming. I do not regret my decision but I await when my life is a little more settled here. Love you!

1 comment:

Emily Chadick Weiss said...

Am I a bad person if I encourage you to move back to NYC? :)

Can't wait to visit you and watch music videos.
Miss you
Love,
Emily