Saturday, December 15, 2012

Almost 5 months abroad.

For years, I wanted to try living abroad. As someone who loves to travel and learn about new cultures, it seemed like the next logical step for me in my understanding of other parts of the world. After I became single, the timing seemed perfect to start a new adventure. My drive to live abroad was very strong even though I would be going alone.

I am very glad I have moved here. I have met some wonderful people, learned a lot about Taiwanese culture through my students and enjoyed getting to explore the many natural and cultural sights in Taiwan. Sometimes living abroad is challenging but I am glad I have tried it, or else I always would have wondered. 

After two or three months of living here, I started to wonder whether or not I could see myself living internationally. I loved the financial ease of living here and found the idea of living all over the world exciting.

Recently, I have felt differently. As the feeling of adventure wears off and I am settling into a routine here, I am less enchanted. I have realized I wanted the adventure of living abroad but I do see an end in sight. I wanted the adventure, not the reality. Now that I have that reality here, I understand that I love my reality back home so much more. It has been a powerful realization for me, one that gives me more understanding of my personal drives and life goals.

I am enjoying the clarity at the moment!!